I Decide Now

I decide now to trust, even though I have doubts.

I decide now to love, even though I feel nothing. 

I decide now to accept, even though I do not comprehend.

I decide now to act in love, even though I am tired. 

I decide now to pray, even though I do not know the best way to.

I decide now to follow Christ, even though the world says otherwise.

I decide now to hope, even though I am disappointed. 

I decide now to believe, even though I am uncertain.

I decide now to walk, even though I cannot see the road. 

I decide now to be faithful, even though I struggle. 

I decide now to be supportive, even though I am weak.

I decide now to listen, even though I am busy.

I decide now to be humble, even though I have achieved. 

I decide now to persevere, even though I feel hopeless. 

I decide now to be God's disciple, even though I know my imperfections.

It matters not what I feel, what I think, what I experience, what the struggle;

What matters is what I decide NOW to do for the God whose love for me is unwaivering, patient and infinite. 

28 October 2010

12.07pm